Climbing The Walls.....Eating The Walls

I'm going to try very hard to not make this a poor me, pity party post! I've be SO BORED lately! I haven't been able to work for months now. I'm to the point that TV is no longer entertaining, the Internet has come up lacking. My house work/chores that need to be done have been incredibly neglected. It seems hard to find motivation to clean in the morning when I know I have all afternoon. Then as the afternoon is slipping away I just remember I still have no life tomorrow and could do it then. Could is the key word as weeks have gone by since my laundry has been completely done! We've developed this awful cycle of washing the clothes, I bring the upstairs put them on the bed so I'll HAVE to put them away before we can go to bed. Then bed time comes, the clothes are still not put away and we are both dead tired. So into the laundry basket they go. Repeat daily for about a week or so and that is how laundry has been done lately at our house. Dishes pile up until we have no more and I HAVE to do them so we can eat. So instead of cleaning I have scenes like this.

Disgusting right?!?! Well this is how my house seems to be looking lately! Thankfully I think "nesting" is starting to kick in! I'm getting more motivation! But usually I've been channeling that motivation into baby projects, lamps, throw pillows, stalking craigslist for certain things. Hopefully once those things are done I'll be able to channel my motivation into my house! It seems so absurd to me that will all this time I can let my house get so messy! But I'm sorry housework does not seem like a good solution to boredom! I'm so bored I feel as thought I "could climb the walls" Apparently I'm not the only one who is bored our of their mind in this house. My poor dogs have not gotten good walks and trips to the dog park in ages. Thanks to my threatening preterm labor exercise is out. No morning walks. So the other day I was sitting at the computer (I can usually be found there or in front of the TV) and I heard this really loud crunch. Instantly wondered what Rusty was chewing on! Jumped out of the chair looked down the hall just in time to see Rusty take another good chomp on my house! He was chewing my walls! The baseboards to be precise. He is lucky to still be living! MY HOUSE!!!! HE WAS EATING MY HOUSE!!!!! I couldn't believe it! This was in the morning and I was still furious with him when Brent got home that evening. As I'm ranting and raving about how could this stupid dog eat my house?! And I can't have a dog that is going to eat my house! Brent what are we going to do? We have a baby on the way!!! My wonderful thoughtful husband says......well you realize he has literally been cooped up in this house for weeks. I had an instant change of heart. Not that it let Rusty off the hook, there is no good reason to chew on the house, it did help me have a little compassion for my poor puppy. I used to walk them 3-4 times a week for at least 30 min, I'd try and push it to an hour. I tried to take them to the dog park regularly so my puppy could run. And RUN he did! He needs that! And I can't give it to him! So I'm bored enough to climb the walls and Rusty is bored enough to eat the walls! Only 6 more weeks until Nutterbutter will be here and we can start establishing new habits for exercise and entertainment! All of this will be worth it!!

Wicked

This post is as least a month overdue, but hey here it is. My beautiful sister in law Heather and I got to go see Wicked when it was in town! I LOVE Wicked so I gladly went with her to see it even though I've already seen it :)

Here we are excited to go. The cheesy smile is the best I got! Not so photogenic that day I guess.

Waiting for the show to start.

The show was once again amazing! I loved every minute of it! Thankfully I wasn't too uncomfortable and the line at the bathroom during intermission wasn't too long!! When I was waiting in line for the bathroom I was talking to the lady in line next to me. She asked how far along I am and we chatted about pregnancy. Well she made my night in saying I look great! Thank you random stranger! Then said she was huge by time she was as far along as I was. She said "with mine by the end I weighed like 250 lbs." I said oh wow did you have twins? I thought when she said mine, that being plural.....ugh. She said no and I felt bad. Thankfully right then a stall opened up and I dashed away from my awkward moment of sticking my foot in my mouth! I'm so glad I had a fun reason to get all pretty and get out of the house! It was so fun!! Our next show were going to go see is The Nutcracker in December! Brent has no desire to go, so Heather and I will go! As we talked about it I was already wondering how I'd do being away from little Nutterbutter that long. HA! He's not even here yet and I'm worrying about leaving him for a few hours months from now! Is this a bad sign?

Project Throw Pillows

DONE!!!

It took hours and hours and lots of help from Brent's wonderful Aunt Sharon, but my throw pillows are done. Once again I am amazed at how well they turned out! Not perfect (thanks to my contribution of hand stitching) but pretty dang good! One more project down! The room is almost all put together and ready!!!

Dizzying Design

This is just too funny not to share! Because of the disguising, nasty, stained, ruined, state of our carpet, and the fact that finances are not so accommodating to the new flooring I want, we had to purchase a rug. The thought of putting a child on my carpet is very disturbing to me! So you see it was a necessity! So we found a good deal and got this rug

Nothing fancy, but it's fun and we like it and it was the right price! Well the evening after we got it we Brent and I are sitting on the couch watching tv and Bosco comes up and stands over the biggest swirl and stairs at it. Then he started spinning in circles! Not so odd right, dogs will turn around a couple times before laying down right. Well Bosco doesn't really ever do that, and he didn't stop! He just kept spinning! For a full minute or two! We were cracking up! Just picture a big old boxer staring at that rug spinning in circles! Too funny!

32 weeks

Also known as 8 months

I've been feeling good! Just getting really stir crazy! But I've been trying to put my time to good use! I made a lamp for Nutterbutter's room. I think it turned out ok for a first attempt at a lamp. It's far from perfect but it's pretty good!

I've got a couple more projects I'm working on. I'll show them off when they are done! :)

Dr. visits have gone well. My fasting blood sugar levels were so good she told me I only need to take those 2 times a week now instead of everyday. Really eating right hasn't been too hard. I've mostly just taken away the leniency I gave myself with being pregnant. So instead of buying a dozen donuts when I think donuts sound good, I've just gone back to the good old days pre pregnancy where I told myself I didn't need them! I do find it ironic that for the first time in my life I am counting carbs, cutting back on certain foods and extremely aware of what I'm eating, and I'm pregnant! Does this seem backwards to anyone else?? Oh well, it will make it much easier to eat good post pregnancy when I want to loose baby weight, if I'm already in "diet" mode! I do miss carbs though! I'd love a baked potato! Or a huge bowl of pasta! I'm going to have everyone who visits me at the hospital bring me a drink from sonic! LOL Not really I'll overload my self with sugar, but that sure sounds nice! Also I've not progressed at all so I'm still fine. Still "threatening preterm labor" But for the moment all is good! Every apt. I go in prepared for the worst and expecting the best, and keep getting the best! In fact things have been so good the past few visits that my Dr. said I could take a little break and come back in 2 weeks instead of just 1 week! How nice of her! LOL

I also wanted to share my ghetto gut! My sister in law loaned me a maternity swim suit, but it's still to big. So I just keep wearing my reg. swim suit.

The result.........

Ghetto gut!

Also since I'm not working and days can go by with out leaving the house I don't really worry to much about clothes, so I've kept on wearing pre pregnancy shirts, and so many times around the house.......

Ghetto gut!

Don't you love it! LOL It makes me laugh!

Only 8 more weeks to go! I can't believe how quickly it's flying by!

The Masterpiece

So we painted and painted all weekend long, and finished Nutterbutters room. I was quite ambitious in what I wanted to do, but I had a vision and stuck to it! I'm so glad to because I think it turned out great! What do you think?

Not to shabby huh?

Some of the opposite wall that is chocolate brown and the side wall that is sage green.

Bad shot, but more of the chocolate brown.

Our three colors. Look at how crisp those lines are! :)



Me being a nerd showing of our work.

A little blurry but the center detail.

Now all we have to do is put in the furniture. I have to finish my projects to put in the room! Then all that's left is to have to have a baby!

Recall on Broken Baby Makers

This is how I feel. Like a broken baby maker that needs to be recalled! I failed the second glucose test, which means I have gestational diabetes (GD). Sad news! My Dr. apt on Monday was not a good one! First I was hit with the GD. I asked some questions about that but was told she'd refer me to a diabetes class. So I didn't worry too much. Then she asked how contractions have been, since I've been having contractions since 17 weeks this is a typical question at visits. For the past couple months they have been very manageable. As long as I don't over exert myself they are fine, maybe a handful a day with some of those just being braxton hicks. The past week or so though they have increased. Not a ton, and not to the amount I was having around 17 weeks but more then it had been. When I said that she says ok well let's check you then. More bad news, I'm dilated 1 cm and 50% effaced. She did a fetal fibronectin (FFN) test which can predict if you will go into labor in the next week or two. Put me on pelvic rest and sent me on my way. I do want to say normally I love my Dr. She is through, answers all my questions, is straightforward and honest. But Monday I felt like she was completely rushed and I left with more questions then when I came! When I got home I was scared to eat, scared of food! Apparently food and I are no longer friends! I didn't know what was safe and good to eat. So I called up my good friend who just had a baby and had GD and got some good guidelines from her. All my Dr. had told me was to keep my blood sugars below 120. So I was very grateful my friend was defective as well! So she could help me out! I have to stab myself 4 times every day to closely monitor my sugar levels. We'll see how my finger tips hold out! The GD I'm not that concerned about. As long as I eat right and monitor it closely baby and I should be fine. Besides that, a good strict diet will be good for Brent too! So not a huge deal! I'm worried about the fact that my body is starting to get ready to have a baby already. I'm only 30 weeks! Too soon! Just this weekend I was thinking how I only have 10 weeks left and how short that seemed! I've loved being pregnant! I love feeling my little Nutterbutter move around, have hiccups, and kick around! It's such a miracle! I love that I get to experience it! I love that I can chat it up with other moms about heart burn and hip pain and all the other miserable parts of being pregnant! I wondered if I'd ever have this experience and so I'm truly cherishing every moment. So 10 more weeks seems like such a short amount of time! Now here I am looking like I've only got a prayer of making it that long! But I'm praying! We're praying to make it to 36 weeks! And to be quite honest I don't really even know how serious it is that I'm dilating and effacing already. My Dr. didn't really say much. I'm not on bed rest so that's a good sign right? Although I have a good feeling that's in my near future if things progress at all! Not that I'm looking forward to that, or asking for that but whatever it takes to keep Nutterbutter in as long as possible! I'm not ready to have this baby yet, and He's not ready to come out yet! Thankfully I passed the FFN so my chances of going into labor in the next week or two are pretty low. That was a huge relief! I was scared before I got the results of that test! I got online and googled survival rates of babies born 31 weeks. That was not good. Although survival rates are very high so is the risk of complications, extended hospital stays, and developmental problems! As I'm reading info my vivid imagination is running wild picturing the worst case scenario. Finally I walked away from the computer and prayed. That is all I could do. Pray. A good prayer and a good cry later I realized that it's in the Lords hands and all I can do is have faith everything will be fine! There is nothing I can do and worrying won't help anything! So deep breaths, everything will be fine!!

So I left the Dr. on Monday with GD and threatening preterm labor. Oh and about that.....I do not like the sound of that.......I'm threatening preterm labor. It sounds like I'm storming the Dr. office with a list of demands, holding my huge pregnant belly in one hand and a vile of Pitocin in the other hand. Like a mad woman insisting that if I don't get what I want I'll put myself into labor! "Believe me I'll do it! Don't make me put myself into labor!!!" Come on! Could we word that a little more patient friendly, like showing signs of preterm labor, not threatening preterm labor! I promise I'm not threatening anything! Maybe my body is, but I am not!

So pretty much I am a defective baby maker (which is not so flattering since that's all I am right now, a baby maker). It takes me two years to get knocked up, and then once I do all I want to do is spit the baby out! Not at all how I had imagined things but guess that's how it goes! If this is what it takes, then it is all worth it! Little Nutterbutter we can't wait to meet you but please just stay put for at least 6 more weeks!!!!

WOW!!!

My husband is awesome! I don't want this to be one of those cheesy gooey posts that goes on and on but there are just some things that deserve acknowledgment. Yesterday Brent and I ran a million errands. Starting with dropping my car off at the shop (I would recommend this shop to anyone! They are honest and do a great job and it is family owned and operated! And the owners are super nice!! If your car needs looking at take it here!!!) to have the ac fixed, yes my ac has been awful! It was quite fun driving around in 100+ weather in ac that didn't work! When I got it back and it blew ice cold air on me I was in heaven!! But this is not what my post is about.......so we dropped off my car and then went to Michael's to get supplies for a project for Nutterbutter's room. Then to the scrapbook store for the same project. Then to Sherwin Williams for paint colors for Nutterbutter's room. Then to the fabric store, to get fabrics for Nutterbutters room. The fabric store took forever!!! At least an hour!! Brent was there helping with it all! Giving input and being excited and supportive! Then we came home and guess what we did, we cleaned! Brent helped in the cleaning out of Nutterbutter's room, so we can paint and get things set up and ready (only 10 weeks left now). Then we went and got a crib! So excited to have it! It's not perfect, it will be when I'm done with it though. Then after dinner, Brent scrubbed the tub! I've been meaning to do this forever but just the thought of it makes my back hurt! Bless this sweet man for scrubbing my tub so I can now take a bath, which I hear helps with things such as hip pain, which I am blessed to experience! All this and only once did he complain! You thought I was going to say he never did, come on he's great but he's still human, and a male human at that!! Then this morning when we woke up I asked him what he wanted to do today thinking, after yesterday, he'd say, hang out, watch a movie, relax. Nope he says let's finish cleaning out Nutterbutters room! So here's to Brent! And here's to another productive day (just as soon as I finish this post!)

Oh just one more thing about Brent. Over the 4th of July my brother and nephew were here visiting and my nephew was doing a great job of helping us figure out how non baby proofed our home is! In the process he was emptying my book shelf. He took one of my old journals over to Brent. Brent was flipping through it and found two lists I had made....What I Want In a Husband & Who I Want To Be As A Wife. It made my heart so happy that as Brent read the lists I had made all the way back in 1998 he was describing himself! Out of the whole list he had all but two of the qualities I had wanted. One was a good dancer and he's already said he'd take a dance class with me sometime! So we can work on that one ;-) The other was an RM, which I had removed from the list in the years after that, after meeting a few too many RMs who did not meet my standards. I had realized what was important was that he loved me, loved the lord, could go to the temple with me, and righteously held the Priesthood! Brent met those requirements! Then as he read the things I had hoped to be as a wife, I felt happy to realize I'm not doing too bad! I need to improve in a few areas (housekeeping) but overall I'm where I wanted to be, and I still have plenty of time to improve! I'm so happy that as I look back I can realize that Brent is what I wanted, what I need. That I have put the time, effort, and energy into becoming the woman I wanted to be! It hasn't been an easy road to get to the person I am but I'm glad I took it! I'm just very happy with life right now! And looking forward to even more happiness and joy!!

Proud Parenting Moment!

How could I have a proud parenting moment when my child is still in utero you may wonder? Well if you were to wonder that you would be forgetting our fur babies! So Rusty the naughty puppy is really improving. He doesn't chew nearly as much as he used to. If I take the time to walk him he is pretty calm. He listens pretty well now. He is honestly the most submissive dog I've ever seen! Really he's improving a lot! The other night I was just so proud of him! Rusty snores like an 80 year old man! You think I'm exaggerating, but trust me I am not. This dog snores when he's awake even! So when he's dead asleep, listen up, he's sawing logs! So he's definitely not allowed to sleep in our bedroom! He's not even allowed to sleep outside our door. He'll nuzzle his nose right under the door and then he might as well be in the room! He will even manage to keep me awake if he sleeps at the end of the hall upstairs. So I make him sleep downstairs. I know so mean of me right. He has to sleep with Bosco, in his nice fluffy bed! The nightly routine used to consist of Brent and I coming up stairs, I'd close the bedroom door. Less then a minute later Rusty would be laying out side the door. I'd chase him down stairs. He did not do this willingly. I'd have to push him the whole way down the hall, then down the stairs, then I'd have to go half way down the stairs to the landing and chase him all the way down. Then I'd go back into our bedroom, get ready for bed and repeat before getting into bed. Occasionally I'd have to repeat again after getting into bed. Then he improved and I'd only have to push him down the stairs because he'd start out at the end of the hall/top of the stairs. Then eventually I wouldn't have to push him, just tell him to go down stairs, and then chase from the landing. Then he improved more to where I only had to open the door and he'd trot down the hall and down the 1st half of the stairs and I'd only have to chase him down the 2nd half of the stairs from the landing. Then he improved even more and would trot all the way down stairs after I opened the door. Then the other day I opened the door and Rusty was not there!!! I went to the end of the hall, no Rusty! Checked the landing NO RUSTY! This has continued! Occasionally he'll sneak up BUT most nights, he stays down stairs! I was so proud, proud of Rusty for finally getting it (We've had him almost a year, it's taken that long!) and proud of myself for being consistent enough and patient enough to teach Rusty, he sleeps down stairs! It gave me a bit of confidence that I'll be able to do a good job with a non fur baby!!! Which by the way, he'll be here 10 weeks and 2 days from now!! :)

While I was looking through pics to post a couple cute ones of my boys I found these and about peed my pants laughing!!

I know it looks pretty awful but it's really funny. One of our attempts to "cure" Rusty's chewing problem was to get a muzzle. It's mesh and he can breath and drink with it on. We thought it would be prefect to solve the mid-night chew fest he was having every night. Well he didn't chew anything but it sure back fired on us! The first morning after we use it we woke up to a living room floor with bloody stripes all over it! He had pawed at the stupid thing so much he cut his nose open and then in further attempts to get it off was running his face all over the floor. I then had to take stain remover to a million bloody stripes on the carpet. Which seemed almost as bad as picking up tiny pieces of what ever he had chewed. So the next night we put socks on his feet to protect his face. That worked. But honestly he was like a broken dog! He just laid on the floor crying! He didn't even move. I felt so bad for him we didn't use it after that! But we do have some funny pic from the growing pains of Rusty!

This was the first pic after we had wrapped him up to protect him. He just laid there like that for the longest time! So sad!

And just because they are so cute here's one of Bosco and Rusty playing together! Such good buddies!

How could I resist posting this little gem! My favorite boys (shhh don't tell Rusty but Bosco wins the favorite dog award hands down!)

28 Weeks

Also know as 7 months!


We had an ultrasound on Fri. It was so cool! We saw Nutterbutter hold his foot with his hand! We also saw him take a big yawn and then stick his fingers in his mouth! We got a DVD of him doing that but it's some weird file type so I have to convert it to another type....blah blah blah. I will try and get it up, because it's pretty cool! We also got some 3D pic. I think it's kind of funny all the 3D pics look pretty much the same to me. But I also think newborns look pretty similar too! The ultrasound tech had a hard time getting a good 3D pic! She said the cord kept getting in the way. It was so weird, on the 2D it looked like it would be a great pic, then she'd switch to 3D and it would not be good at all! It was so cool to get a 3D pic of our little Nutterbutter! Even if it wasn't the best 3D pic ever! And it was so fun to see him moving around and doing different things! We can't wait till he's here!



The check up went well except one thing

I FAILED MY GLUCOSE TEST!!!!

I was so ticked when the Dr told me that! My Dr. and I were both shocked that I failed! I'm not quite sure how I failed! Brent keeps saying I didn't study hard enough! Ha ha funny boy! (eye roll) I didn't fail by much, they want you to be at 130 and I was 138. So she's very optimistic that I'll pass the 3 HOUR test. I'm just irritated I even have to take the 3 hr test! They will draw my blood 4 times in 3 hrs! And I have to sit in a stupid lab for 3 HOURS!!! As you can guess I'm not a happy camper about this! I think I'll eat nothing but meat, peanut butter, cheese and veggies for the next 4 days and then go take the test! Doesn't that sound delicious!?!?! So hopefully I'll go take the test again and everything will be great! That's what we are hoping and praying for.....do you want to say a prayer for me too? Thanks I appreciate it!

Also I was a little apprehensive about taking the test because all I've heard is how awful it is! The drink is nasty, the wait is torturous, etc, etc, etc. Well I just have to say I don't see what the fuss is all about! The drink tasted like a Gatorade. I brought a book so the hour went by quickly. It was no big deal! I was a little shocked when she went to draw my blood and had 5 viles! She just kept sucking the blood out of me!

I'm still feeling great! Massages and chiropractic really help my hip pain. Mostly the massages! Pepcid AC is my new best friend! It takes a minute but works much better then tums for heart burn and doesn't taste nasty! I laughed at my pregnant self the other day. I canned some cherries (post coming about that soon!) and after sitting at our tall dinning room table for hours with my feet dangling my feet had almost double in size! They were so swollen my toes couldn't even touch the floor! I laughed at that and then I laughed at my waddling self! I said to Brent I know now why pregnant women waddle! It's not a big belly, it's the big feet! LOL I really was so entertained by my pregnant self! Lets see if I'm still as amused 2 months from now :-D Also I felt him have hiccups for the first time the other day! Too cool! Although I hear that gets to be not so cool after awhile too! Things are great! Just praying I pass my test!